I write on impulse. Lol! I don’t plan it, I don’t dwell on it and then note down key points and write from there. No. I think on my feet and create on my feet so sometimes if I don’t capture it either in writing, voice record or a video, that particular moment is gone. The words are never forgotten, but I can never redo it in the same intensity as the first. If I attempt to do it again, I go in a completely different direction, I sometimes get different results.
So what does He tell me to do? He says to just start. To just write as I am used to. To allow the words flow through my mind like waves on an ocean. However it comes, be it calmly, or boisterous, and allow it pour out onto a page.
I do not think I have something to share. I have a hard time believing in the richness of the words that come out of my mouth, the depth of my reasoning and my understanding prowess. I so much believe in myself when I am the only audience, but when others come to play, I retreat. Luckily, I fear no man. So, let’s strike out fear. I just have built this oasis in my mind and around myself that I don’t want anyone coming in with their opinions and their inputs to possibly contaminate. Feedbacks are good in a sense of things, but I don’t believe they are entirely necessary for growth.
We learn from everything and I will learn from you if I need to, but if not you then something/someone else, consciously or unconsciously. Which means, for me, and I know how it sounds, I just don’t think people should really have a say in personal things, talents, and skills. I don’t have to take your words and use, I don’t have to listen all the time, and I don’t have to accept and agree. Everyone has an opinion on every matter. Everyone seems to have the right way, method, direction. But that’s still very much limited to a person’s own experiences. I collect majorly from the Only One not bound by this. I’ll leave you to conclude on who that is.
This is going to be OUR space. God and I. My thoughts are God-centered, nothing I think about or speak about is without His influence. Every aspect of my life is oaks up on Him. I intend to go even deeper. My life is completely His and I am constantly conversing with Him so I am basically His protégé. I don’t care for your belief in this.
Why is this important? Everything I write is going to be from a God-perspective. Which to me is the utmost perspective because He exists outside time, space and matter, and He created everything, including us, whether you choose to accept this or believe this is entirely up to you, but it doesn’t change facts. He is in control. So my thoughts are human and will be raw and true, but He will always come in with His insight and wisdom and most importantly His knowledge of this world we live in.
I write books, excerpts from the books in my head will find their way on here. I re-write my favorite books in a different light, a different reality, a different perspective. Excerpts from these fiction-writings will make their way on here.
This is a space of possibilities. My limits, My boundaries, are found in the unlimitedness of my Creator. He decides, and I will act accordingly. Some may say that means I am being controlled and will not give enough. I dare to say you are wrong, because within His control, lies my freedom. Within His boundaries, lies my spontaneity!
Congratulations, to more to come 🥂