DOUBTS

Do I Speak and Hear You Well Lord?

Sometimes I have these moments where I question my faith.

Not the faith itself, but ‘my’ faith.

I question if I really know God.

I question if I truly speak to Him, or I just assume I do, but He doesn’t really know me.

I’m fooling myself.

“Do I speak to you well God? I’m sorry if I don’t do it well enough. Please help me do it well.”

I asked God this question sometime this week and I teared up immediately.

Am I really sure of what I’m doing?

Where do I fit in, in this world? And if I don’t fit in, where do I stand….out?

I know what I want out of life. 

I know what I want.

I just don’t know how, Lord. I just don’t know how.

Please help me, Lord.

Please…

Help….

Me….

I love you Lord, and I know you love me too. I know you see me and hear me and it’s not about me doing it ‘perfectly’, it’s just about me doing it sincerely. I don’t want to doubt our unique relationship. Not many people will understand and that’s fine. Use me Lord. Help me Lord. And make me into who I need to be, for your Kingdom, for your people, for You. 

Thank you Jesus.

AMEN!